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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Ode to You ....from Me Sat Sep 20, 2008 8:52 pm | |
| Ode to You....from Me You came blaring into my life One cold winter's night I didn't want to let you in Lonely, cute, and sweet But you were much too young For this time weathered battered heart Still you persisted At times even insisted That you and I were meant to be I politely said no thanks And you quietly went away Then in a weak moment I let my guard down And gave you access to my heart You seized that moment And marched right in Listened to my stories My hurts, fears, and pain Promised it would never happen again You promised forever, well How was I to know You were just looking for a soft place to land. Something in your eyes and smile Touched my soul that night Made me want to believe In love again....why heart? I can almost count the moments When love visited me again The smiles, the laughter, all too brief But oh, for a second I believed I thanked God daily for the gift of our love Amazed beyond my wildest dreams That love still existed even for me I rested securely in our love Gave you my heart, access to my soul Your love began to heal old wounds "Foreve" was looking pretty good Then in an instant, a moment, a breath I turned and you were gone Taking pieces of my soul and heart Leaving gaping wounds to heal again For months I wandered in oblivion Anchored only to my precious Lord Life crashing down all around me Fiery darts of my enemy Bound and determined to destroy me But God took those shattered pieces And slowly made me whole again Time passed, pain eased As I clung to my Rock Then suddenly you were there again Changed, matured, wanting back in You spoke the right words Gaining access to places you'd already been I prayed and cautiously let you back in I thanked God for a healing miracle That brought you back to me We settled back into life Normal for a while, though brief Looking back I guess the fire was gone Whatever melted our hearts into one We went through the motions Void of any real depth or emotion Still I promised forever in my vows Vows I'd always meant to keep So forever is what I planned Though my trust in you was weak Over time I felt you pulling away But I ignored the obvious signs After all, you said forever Maybe you meant it this time Then one ordinary day I looked and you were gone Vanished again like a vapor, a mist Leaving nothing but memories behind No note, no call, no words at all As weeks turn into months Oh Lord hold me close to you As I travel through another storm Numb inside as feelings die Why didn't you just stay gone? Now you're blaring your way Into someone else's life Like a raging storm you quickly strike And leave your own brand Of destruction and shattered lives Smiling your smile and telling your lies But I'm a survivor and daughter of God He's seen me through life's devastating falls He's my fortress, my protector and strength But my God won't let me be bitter And He says I must forgive So to please Him, I will I release you and my pain to Him He keeps my tears, He knows my heart My intentions, thoughts, deeds and desires A just and merciful Father Will one day make all things new All things right, all pain will cease But for now I must do His will So even though you don't deserve it I forgive you and release you For I don't deserve the grace And mercy He extends to me My heart will heal, my life go on A few more tears, another scar A little older and wiser still Because of Him ...a Survivor Thank you precious Jesus for seeing me through another storm in my life....I love you, Cheri | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Mon Sep 22, 2008 3:23 pm | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Tue Sep 23, 2008 12:07 am | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Thu Sep 25, 2008 10:57 am | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Thu Sep 25, 2008 5:38 pm | |
| Just told a true story and it sounded like a poem...so here it is...:D | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Fri Sep 26, 2008 12:39 am | |
| well..just whatever it takes to get the full of all our writting potential here | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Sun Sep 28, 2008 8:33 am | |
| Yeah ..whether by dream, inspiration, or personal experience....it's all good.:D | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Tue Nov 11, 2008 5:44 pm | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Thu Nov 20, 2008 6:14 am | |
| I need to post some more...:D | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Fri Jan 13, 2012 12:14 am | |
| Do! | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Thu Jan 19, 2012 8:01 am | |
| I really want to get started writing again.....love to express myself that way. | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Tue Feb 28, 2012 1:14 am | |
| Do the do brkn, in this case WRITE! | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Tue Feb 28, 2012 3:17 am | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Wed Feb 29, 2012 10:15 pm | |
| Ugh, I've been making excuses.. I need to write too. | |
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brknangel
Posts : 1486 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 61 Location : Somewhere over the Rainbow.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Fri Sep 28, 2012 11:55 pm | |
| yes happy thoughts please baby..... | |
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Ghost Admin
Posts : 1229 Join date : 2007-09-14 Age : 31 Location : In your past.
| Subject: Re: Ode to You ....from Me Sat Oct 13, 2012 4:43 am | |
| Don't think happy thoughts will help me out with that too much. | |
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